TapOrPass.com :: Growing up to fast.

ok so i'm a freshman but i feel like i've already graduated.i'm 15,but trust me i don't look it. i hang out with nobody my own age actually half the people i hang out with are in their late 20's. all the time i spent acting older took away time from my childhood
the joys of having an 18,or 21 first birthday are over. when i turn 18 yeah it will be good for most people you can vote,buy cigs,go into night clubs,and maybe a bar. but not for me i can do all of those things already except for vote and i don't really want to. on you're 21st b-day you're suppossed to have fun buy your own alcohal,and get drunk.but i can do that already.
most people who hang out with older guys and girls think it will make them look cool and be popular, well thats what i thought but all it did was make other people that you are a whore or a slut.when you see older men with pre teen girls their not with them only for the company. and i know this i'm 15 and have been dating 28 year olds, and i'm sorry to say i'm not a virgin. but i would do everything to get my virginity back. i seen every body else having sex so i figured what the hell they like it and their cool. but in the end they weren't the ones getting raped in the back of a stolen mini van. people say how everybody their own age is imature but wait until you get older and look at your past and you remember how you treated your parents who only wanted you to be safe.and you'll regret everything.

Posted by bloodtonic 21 May 2006 14:02

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1. stop doing stuff that you think will make you popular (seems youve already started to learn this lesson)
2. realize that absolutly no one you know in highschool is going to matter by the time youre 25, so its not going to matter much what they think of you.
3. stop hanging out with child molesters. they dont care about you, they care about sex, and you will not mean anything to them in the long run.
4. the person you are right now may have more experiance than other kids your age, but that doesnt make you mature or ready for the real world. it makes you lost and in need of a real mentor.
5. NO ONE in america has to wait til they are legal to drink or smoke; no matter what you think about the other kids you go to school with, millions of middle and highschoolers in this country drink smoke and have sex by the time they are your age. its not as uncommon as you think.
so in closing, dont feel sorry for your self and dont feel like youre a bad person. straiten up, learn what is *really* necessary to become an adult in the next five years (i.e., how to keep and hold a good job, figure out what you really want to do and how to go to school for it, and how to manage your own bills) stop hanging out with people a decade older than you, because if all they are doing is giving you a bad influence, they obviously shouldnt have graduated highschool in the first place. dont worry about the other kids in school thinking one thing or another about you. focus on who you want to become, and who you will have to be in order to love yourself.